I'm just at my wit's end with this one. I'm just tired of the same thing, every single God-damned day. ___________________ Take, blame, punish, that's all you do. My life is taken for granted. It will take more than a lifetime To kill these weeds you've planted. They infiltrate my thoughts and dreams, They poisoned… Continue reading Socio
My mind thinks it's fair game...
All I wanted to do was hold her...
They just keep coming today. My chest hurts from something; anxiety or heartbreak, probably. ____________________ This is a new pain tearing at my chest, I never thought it would hit me at my best. My one true soulmate is losing her soul, And I regret waiting to let her know, How much I love her… Continue reading Regret
I like this one. It's about the "fad" that depression and anxiety has become, and about the true sufferer finding real help instead of herd mentality. ____________________ Come one, come all, browbeaten and bruised! Just grab your expression at the door. One size fits all, there’s many to choose, Fake smiles and phony laughter galore!… Continue reading Forgotten Mass
Pretty self-explanatory. This is what goes on in my head. This was written in 2017. ____________________ I don't care about the time, Since my head is adrift. This plaguing perplexity, Has created a rift. What if everyone is dead, But just my house survived? What if it’s just me who died, Yet everyone's alive? What… Continue reading Anxiety
This was a hard one to write. I was suffering from severe depression, and I had one of those chest-ripping anxiety attacks that lasted all day. Still, my ex was going through a very difficult time, and I was able to set aside my problems for her. ____________________ I've made a million mistakes, Fought when… Continue reading I’ll Mend Another Day